Sunday, June 23, 2019

Descriptive or Definitive?


Second Sunday after Pentecost
Proper 8
Luke 8:26-39 
June 23, 2019
homily preached at First Presbyterian Church, Evansville, Indiana



Several weeks ago
When Reverend Kevin texted me about preaching today
I did what any wary itinerant preacher would do:
Before saying YES
I went straight to the lectionary
To see the text for the week
And there…I found…this vivid, colorful, weird, story
Of the Garasene Demoniac

So I texted back
Absolutely!
…It’s the Garasene Demoniac!
To which YOUR pastor replied (followed by a winking emoji):
Perfect…you will find a bunch of demoniacs here!

We will see…
                                                                                                                                                
Today’s story is part of a diptych
A diptych is when two panels of art or two stories
Are placed side by side and hinged together
Each story sheds light on the other

My title for this ditych in Chapter 8 of Luke, is
“Two Bloodcurdling Incidents!”
the HINGE is FEAR


Just a few paragraphs ago, Jesus and his disciples were in a boat…
Jesus was asleep when a terrible storm swept in 
The disciples were fearing for their lives
But Jesus dispelled the chaos…He calmed the storm
And in that scene those bewildered disciples end with this:
“Who is this, then, that commands even the winds and the water to obey him???” 
At this point in Luke’s narrative…
the disciples are still trying to come to grips with who Jesus is exactly

But today…we quickly learn 
THAT the demons do.

These are Jewish stories
Shaped by Jewish norms…which means a couple things:

Those 1stcentury listeners knew what Opposite meant
Gentile territory---
with pigs---
Think UNCLEAN---

The very mention of the region of the Garasenes 
Called to their minds the brutal and bloody massacre of that town by Roman soldiers
The name Garasa would have had the same conjuring power as say…
Columbine, or Waco
And the Demons---with the Name LEGION
This was an obvious allusion to the Legions of the Roman Army…
a legion = 6,000 soldiers

So our 1stcentury Jewish audience had a lot to cheer about
No more pigs…no more demons…a comeuppance for the Romans
Yippie on all accounts!  
Sorry to say…there wouldn’t have been an iota of sympathy for the pigs or the pig-farmers.


In our story the first line that refers to “the demoniac”
Dignifies him by calling him “A man OF the city”
He is ---regardless of all else---connected to the city and her people
There is something co-dependant going on here

But from that first line the Man is known only by what possess him
What occupies him defines him…His name is LEGION

Our MAN is naked and has been that way for a long time
He is shackled and is homeless…living among the dead
To his family and friends this…man of the city…IS…dead
 
From time to time 
His seizures were so violent that he broke free 
fleeing wildly into the desert.

The scene I have painted in my mind’s eye is a Mel Gibson-esque;)
                                                                                                                                    
Now, your Pastor may have been kidding…
About this being a den of Demoniacs 
But my guess is that at different times we have
All felt “Possessed” 
And if that word is a little too loaded for our sensibilities 
We might say OCCUPIED…
My guess is that at varying times we have felt powerless to break free
Of that which occupies us…heavy burdens, sadness, grief, addiction, 
…pathological busyness???


If any of you have ever watched CHICAGO FIRE
Or if you’ve been a patient in a hospital
Or worked in healthcare 
you will know this strategy

Sylvia Brett, she is the Indiana born EMT in the show
She comes upon the scene of the disaster
And the first thing she does is ask the bloodied almost dying victim:
Tell me your name?
Charlie
Okay Charlie…don’t worry…Hang in there…we are going to take great care of you

In the hospital, Clinical personnel are trained to do that too…
It puts people at ease…it humanizes them.

But in my hospital experience…
I Implicate myself here
Outside the patient’s room…the names quickly disappear
Things revert:
the Diabetic in Room 4
the Drug-seeker in Room 5
the Suicide in Room 6


When I was working in the hospital
I met a woman who had just earned her 3-year chip at AA
AA was very important to her well-being
But she told me how 
One day
after three years of standing up and saying
Hi my name is…let’s say, Eve
Hi my name is Eve and I am an alcoholic
She found herself continuing with an addendum
Hi my name is Eve and I am an alcoholic…a Child of God

I thought about this in relation to this story
Being an alcoholic
Or a diabetic or a community volunteer or a Barista at Starbucks
These are all descriptive…and…true
But they aren’t definitive!*
CHILD OF GOD…now that’s definitive!

I’m beginning to think that we are culturally obsessed with descriptors
Maybe even…we confuse that which describes with that which defines?



We cant forget the ending of the story
This is where Luke, the Master Storyteller, 
deliberately offers the hearers an opening into the story
It’s open-ended---what will happen?  Will the Man go back?  The the townspeople send HIM packing?

There he is 
Our Man…once again…OF the Town
-Demons Gone
-Seated at the feet of Jesus (the stance of a disciple)
-Clothed
-And in possession of his right mind
This is certainly very GOOD NEWS!

But its the townspeople’s turn to be possessed 
They are possessed by fear
They circle their wagons
“We were comfortable with our old routine
“we all had our roles to play
“We managed our demoniac quite well…didn’t we
“Everything was under control
“And…you never know…There’s no telling…What if it doesn’t stick???
“No way…NOT IN my backyard!
And they kick Jesus on down the road!

We do that don’t we?  I certainly do.
To some degree
We come to know who we are by who we aren’t
Don’t Most families have at least a mild “black sheep”???
…well at least I’m not my sister---

So:
We here at First Presbyterian…
Or we Christians…
Or we Evansvillians or Americans
Or we Democrats…or Republicans…
AT LEAST we aren’t like those-----fill in the blank

Describing ourselves and/or our communities by what we aren’t
Is a convenient and easy default stance
But it just Doesn’t hold.

When the Demoniac was Healed…made whole…
and brought back to his identity as---Child of God
And when the townsfolk…those who defined themselves over-against him---
…When they saw him
They. Were. UNDONE.


And here I believe is the crux of the matter:

Being scared to death that what is most powerful in this world
…means to HARM US 
comes far more easily
than knowing that what is most powerful in this world
…actually LOVES US**

SO
Whether we go in as the demoniac or the townsfolk
This story seems to be about identity
Who are we?  Who is this Jesus? And who is this God Jesus has come to reveal?

What is definitive about who I am?
What is definitive about the Community of First Presbyterian Church?
What is definitive
Not just descriptive
What is grounding and sends us forth in love

On the left side of the diptych
Jesus calmed the Chaos at sea
Showing his power over the natural world
On the right side of the diptych
Jesus expels EVEN a LEGION of Demons
Showing his power over anything that is an occupying force

And in all this
Jesus sets us free
And invites us
Over and over again
To know DEFINATIVELY who we are

Not as descriptions of our own making
Not as descriptions someone else makes of us
Not over-against what we are NOT

But DEFINATIVELY

My friends God definitively NAMES us:
God names our status as Child of God
God names our Being as IN CHRIST (to use Paul’s language)
God names us in Baptism
Sons and daughters, Beloved disciples

But all these names represent a work-in-progress
And so we gather on Sundays 
To recall our names
And with the promised help of the Holy Spirit
and in company of each other
we hear Gods ongoing call to act our way into our names

Why?  

Because knowing that what is most powerful in the world
…actually LOVES US
Can save the World!

Thanks be to God!



*this distiction came to mind after listening to David Lose commenting on this pericope on "sermonbrainwave" episode 122
**this insight comes from John Shea, The Spiritual Wisdom of the Gospels, Luke Year C, p. 179

The Important Thing is...



Seventh Sunday of Easter
June 2, 2019
Homily preached at St. Stephen's Episcopal Church
New Harmony, Indiana


Acts 16:16-34
Revelation 22:12-14, 16-17, 20-21
John 17:20-26


So I have these two adorable grandsons
My big problem is that
One is in Denver CO
And the other in Sarasota FL
And I am here in Southern Indiana (well most of the time)

One of the joys of grandparenthood
Is reading stories to your grandchildren
At 2 Theo and Sam are just getting beyond 
those chunky beginner cardboard books
They are starting to follow a simple unfolding narrative
…just barely

So my idea to lessen the distance
Was to make a video of me reading them a book 
I grabbed one that was short and simple and familiar
It’s called 
The Important Book

It catalogs the characteristics of A spoon, grass, snow, and apple
Each concluding with the line
“But the IMPORTANT thing about a spoon is that…you eat with it
The important thing about Grass… 
The important thing about Wind…and so on

Given today’s colorful
And dense
And weighty readings
I think this might be a good homiletic strategy
In our reading from Acts
It is a tense scene
Philippi is a Roman Colony…the text is clear to say
It is as Roman as you can get without being in Rome
Not a friendly place for diversity of religious belief!
We have a slave girl…doubly enslaved
Being property of her owners
And then, possessed by a “spirit of divination” 
(the word implies a negative possession) 
she is used as a money-making machine

Paul and Silas, after showing their power to heal
like Jesus in the Gospels,
Face the powers-that-be on a trumped-up charges
that play on the easily aroused fears of the crowd
…again, like Jesus 
Paul and Silas are tortured and imprisoned
I love that detail “in the innermost cell---and chained by their feet”
In other words, with no possible means of escape.

Then an earthquake
And then all the doors and the cuffs are opened

But The Important Thing about this Story is that
Scapegoating violence against the apostles is returned with grace and forgiveness
Unlike what would happen in an episode of Game of Thrones
Paul and Silas want to SAVE the jailer…literally
Like Jesus’ prayer of forgiveness from the cross
The important thing
is that the cycle of evil for evil is broken
and a family is saved


John the Divine
Is the name given to the author of the Book of Revelation
The whole book is a vision…full of symbols upon symbols
Our text today is part of the dramatic conclusion
This is apocalyptic literature
The intent is to offer hope to the persecuted
When the time seems unredeemable,
filled with pain, sickness, grief
Can there really be any good news?
St. John the Divine answers as he proclaims a cosmic vision
I am the Alpha and the Omega
The first and the last
The beginning and the end
This God of ours spans all time
Embraces all time
And at the same time steps into time 
Into human history
Not as a swashbuckler 
(the swashbuckler symbol would have been a ferocious Lion…not an easily slaughtered lamb)
God chooses differently

The important thing
About John’s Cosmic vision
Is that God chooses differently
God will not add to human violence 
by coming with a divine version of the same thing
No
God chooses differently
Choosing to suffer alongside those who suffer…
Promising that simply being with them
Spending time with them
Praying with them
Is a foretaste
A foretaste of a time when there will be no more suffering 
and no more pain
When all is God and all is love


And our Gospel 
We are back at Maundy Thursday
Jesus has gathered the lot of them for a final meal
He washes their feet
They share bread and wine
He tells them to love one another
No more time for Q & A
No more teaching
He must prepare them for his departure
What does he do?
He prays.
First Jesus prays for himself
Then the prayer focuses on the disciples 
(who are there…next to him…within earshot)
And today we hear the last part of that prayer
And the IMPORTANT thing
About today’s conclusion of 
What is known as Jesus’ 
High Priestly Prayer
The important thing…
Is that we are hearing Jesus pray for us!

We are the ones who believe because of 
the Proclamation of the Good News of Jesus Christ
that has made its way
through countless generations…starting with those very disciples
all the way…To US!

And at the heart of that prayer is ONENESS


One of the most revelatory encounters I had as a hospital chaplain
happened when I visited a gentleman who was suffering from so many 
co-morbidities…that is the clinical way of saying
that he had a multitude of things going on that could kill him

After a wonderful visit
He asked me to pray for him.
And I could tell he meant…now.
We joined hands and prayed.

And then
Just as I was getting ready to leave
 he asked if he could pray for me!
I don’t know if I had a particularly wearying day?
If somehow my face indicated that I needed this?
For whatever reason he was prompted to pray for me
…not vaguely during his quiet alone prayer time 
But here, now, and out loud.
Somehow he spoke to every need I had at that moment in my life
He nailed it!
Or more truthfully, he allowed the Holy Spirit
To nail it through him.

The important thing about that encounter 
Was the grace---the gift---of being reminded that 
Prayer is not a monologue
It is a conversation…with many partners
And that being specifically prayed for 
Out loud, eye to eye, present one to the other
Is pure witness!

Last time I was with you it was Mother’s Day
I don’t remember who I was talking to
But we decided that on Morning Prayer Sunday’s
we missed the ‘sign of peace’
…that messy, meandering, co-motion that is pure St Stephens
And so I have been thinking about that

The liturgical purpose of the sign of peace
Is to offer that last chance to put aside any blocks to unity
To physically 
Embrace the other
Is like saying
“we’re good”

It is unthinkable to gather around the table for Eucharist 
If “we aren’t all ‘good’”

So---even though it is a Morning Prayer Sunday 
and we aren’t getting ready to approach the table
I wonder if we could share a sign of peace
And as we do let’s make it an obvious prayer for the ‘other’
When I say “Peace be with you”
That is my prayer that anything that is grasping for your attention 
Anything that will lead away from oneness
---or away from peacefulness
---or away from healing---
the prayer is “Be Gone! Peace---Be with you”


The important thing about John’s final prayer for our oneness
Is that it was made eye to eye with his gathered friends…
And through them 
Eye to eye with each of us

And so 
Even though it isn’t a Eucharistic Sunday
let us offer one another
A prayer for peace and oneness
in us 
and through us 
to the whole world

Sunday, May 12, 2019

Call and Response

Fourth Sunday Of Easter 
Year C (RCL)
Good Shepherd Sunday

Psalm 23
John 10:22-30


This week it has become clear to me 
that our hearing…
HOW we hear
WHAT we hear
IF we hear
Has much to do with what is going on in our lives…

Which makes me wonder what you heard in this Gospel text?

Were you sympathetic to those gathered around Jesus who want straight-talk from him?
Wouldn’t it be easier if things were simple like that…just tell me what I am supposed to believe, how to think, how to judge???

Did you feel the sting of exclusion in Jesus’ words…thinking…what about those who find themselves in the ‘not belonging’ category? 

Did you take offense at being called a sheep and bristle a little at the thought of needing a shepherd?

All reasonable enough...

But…For me…Today
With my Mom’s death still fresh
And adding Psalm 23 to the mix
I hear only one thing
COMFORT 
It is what I want to hear
It is what I long to hear

I am just swept up in the comfort of the promise…
the promise of being known…intimately

And besides wanting it and longing for it
I really believe this is what John has in mind for us to hear


John’s Gospel is difficult to ‘get’ one little Sunday-swatch at a time

But…we like little swatches
We’ve grown accustomed to them…not just on Sundays 
We live in a tabloid age…don't we
We are used to short, simple, and plain enough 

I have recently learned something about journalism from my niece
She explained to me about long-form journalism
Long form is like using the panorama function on a camera
It takes in surrounding details…it isn’t afraid of complexity
It is allusive and deep and seeks to understand rather than to conclude or solve
But it all follows from rather simple and clear questions

The opposite of this
At its worst
Might be called tabloid journalism
It discerns, for us, what is important
It tells us what to believe
It scoops up the role of decision-maker
All so that it can fit in a tweet or on a bumper sticker or a bold headline
There simply isn’t room for anything more

I read this week
That the Greek word translated as the verb BELIEVE in John’s Gospel
Means 
To find what is important
To decide where we stand
And in what we will trust

Sounds to me like John’s Gospel is akin to Long-Form journalism!

John’s Gospel becomes disturbing
When the simple choices become complex

Do I live in the light? OR darkness?
Seems clear and simple but
Yikes…both!
Do I see or am I blind?
Again…Yikes…both!
Do I hear the Shepherd’s voice or am I distracted by so many other voices?
On any given day…both…for sure!

---

My oldest friend is Julie…not really oldest but most long-standing;)
… from High School to college to first apartment and job
But life got complicated
-living in different places
-those busy years with little children and work schedules
-moves from city to city
Distance separated us 
But we never lost total contact

About two years ago 
Almost by accident
we connected again

Being together was a balm for both of us
It was so comfortable
I would describe the ease with the phrase “we just get each other”
We talk and laugh and cry
It is so safe
Because…even more than family
She knows all of me…the good, bad, and ugly
We just ‘get each other’

To be known and understood like that
To have someone just ‘get’ you…really get you
Such a gift


John wants us to ‘get’ Jesus
And to allow Jesus
To ‘get’ us

The Gospel keeps piling on the metaphors 
to get at who Jesus is
Jesus is the Bread of Life
Jesus is the Light of the World
Jesus is the sheep-gate, 
Jesus is the vine…

And today we continue 
What is called 
The ‘Good Shepherd’ discourse in John 
Which digs into the metaphor of Jesus
As the Good Shepherd
the 4thSunday of Easter is always ‘Good Shepherd’ Sunday

Jesus as the Good Shepherd
Is so intimate…isn’t it
Can’t you see the sweet Jesus posters in the Sunday school classrooms?
Not bread, or light, or a vine
But a person
A shepherd…who is only a shepherd because he has sheep!
They go together
The shepherd knows the sheep
And the sheep hear the voice and follow
They GET each other


Jesus and the Father get each other
John uses the language of being one
It doesn’t mean ‘the same entity---or the same being’
It means that the Father is known through the life of the Son 
They ‘get each other’ …perfectly

John’s Gospel is an invitation
It isn’t about solving the mystery of life
---We are living in it---it is impossible to fully understand and be in it at the same time---
We can only listen for the voice and commit…believe…and trust



So right now I am filtering my life through the experience of Mom’s death
I am sure that will fade in time
But all I hear today is tremendous comfort 

Comfort in knowing that Mom 
-who was not one to succumb to over-thinking-
-mom who was so okay with not having all the answers-
I am comforted
Knowing that she heard the Shepherd’s voice 

And---what about that bit about how there is not going to be any snatching!
Don’t even think about it!  Comforting!

But to do justice to Jesus in John’s gospel 
I must go beyond the comfort related to death and the promise of life eternal

John wants all this to speak to the present life. 
To us.  NOW. 
We live in the Resurrection…NOW
Easter is…NOW
Eternal life begins NOW.

We know this
It is evident every time we experience God
God…
Present in the Spirit
Present in the Son
Present in the Word of God
Present here where two or more are gathered
In our praying and our singing
In the all that is true and beautiful and good
In whatever way the love God reaches into our hearts to 
…understand us
…forgive us
…to make us whole
…to GET us as he invites us to GET him


No wonder
Jesus as the Good Shepherd
Is such an enduring image
It’s alive!
It moves!


I think that is what Jesus is talking about in the Gospel 
We are in Chapter 10
If those gathered are really seeking to understand
They have had plenty of opportunities

Their problem
Is that they haven’t heard what they want to hear
What they expect to hear
They haven’t heard a message that echoes their own sound-bites


While I was in FL with my Mom
And then staying with Dad until the funeral
A chaplain friend of mine called to tell me of her sister’s death
She had had a long struggle with alcoholism

This week we talked again
We talked about Comfort 
And I expressed my deep gratitude for the comfort of cards, and messages, and flowers
But comfort has been stubbornly elusive for her

Though she in her sister’s hospital room
And was at her chaplain best
She confessed that when she left 
She was just plain angry
Her sister was too young
Her sister had children and grandchildren who loved her
Her sister had so much to live for

This week 
My friend shared that her anger 
Has been a weighty stumbling block
But it is being replaced by compassion
…comfort is coming

And in her keen self-reflection, she said
You know I really thought I was doing God’s work
God’s work of judgment 
As if God needed my help
And I completely missed it
For all the noise of anger in my own head
I couldn’t hear the shepherd’s voice

New Life from death
That is the everyday Easter miracle
Today’s WORD asks us to find the miracle in the call and response 
between Shepherd and Sheep
In the act of really ‘getting each other’