Saturday, January 23, 2016

A Free Life

Saturday of Week 2 in Ordinary Time
(click the link to go to Universalis for the St. Irenaeus reading)

Irenaeus is pondering the nuances of offering.  Making an offering or sacrifice is deep in the Judeo-Christian tradition.  But there is an unfolding.  Human to animal.  Animal to grain.  Grain to life…One’s whole life, that is.  It seems what Irenaeus is honing in on is freedom and how it relates to offering. 

The Lord wanted us to make our offerings in all innocence and without ulterior motives.

So, trying to ward off the wrath of God no longer suffices.  Making an offering for Sin no longer suffices.  My offering is the free gift of my life, perhaps symbolized by the work of my hands made tangible in money.  

Here is my life.  I offer it this morning in Joy and Thanksgiving, that I may live it Eucharistically.  I am not afraid to let it be broken and shared when I remember that that is exactly how your life is multiplied in me.

Tough talk. 
Tough self-talk.

I think it is prayer.

Friday, January 22, 2016

Behind Every Good...

Friday of Week 2 in Ordinary Time
1 Samuel 24:3-21 (or the whole chapter to get the real feel;)

The drama between Saul and David has been playing out over this week…it has been fun!  Saul's conniving seems to know no bounds.  And well, David just won’t give up on the King…though I’m still wondering what Saul would want with 100 foreskins (see 1 Samuel 18:25…part of the missing verses in yesterday’s lectionary selection). The point is, I think, that David just won’t go down in the gutter where Saul is stuck.  He won’t be guided by jealously, fear, lust for power, or ego…at least not yet.

And then there is Saul’s son Jonathan who is David’s ever-encouraging and supportive BFF…not in this particular selection but in the overall narrative of 1 Samuel.  David is proving his greatness…but its clear that it isn’t a solo accomplishment.  Three cheers for Jonathan!

Behind every good biblical David there is a Jonathan!

To be a Jonathan-like comrade 
To have a Jonathan-like comrade 
Blessing upon blessing

Tuesday, January 19, 2016

It's All About Heart

Tuesday of Week 2 in Ordinary Time

We’ve been reading 1 Samuel “THE Classic Underdog Story” for a while now.  And we are at a really good part in the story today.  A quick recap:  Remember Hannah is barren but the Lord gives her Samuel---When he is weaned she gives him to the priest Eli as promised---Samuel is the last of the Hebrew Judges and things are going super well for him---but the people want a King---because everyone else has a King---Samuel chooses Saul…a very bad choice and lots bad things happen…bloody things---Samuel ends up in Bethlehem (1000 years, give or take, before Jesus) because the Lord tells him that the next King will be from the house of Jesse and he lives there---All the big strong sons aren’t cutting it---seven came and were disqualified---Jesse fess’s up that the youngest, David, is still out in the field---it never occurred to him that the little guy might be the one.

Enter the adorable young shepherd David.

But there is an ominous soundtrack playing in the background.  Saul wants to kill him!  It is a battle for the throne and since it is THE classic underdog story no need for a spoiler alert now!

Once again, it is the small theme.  The Lord said to Samuel (in reference to the big guys), “Do not judge from his lofty stature, because I have rejected him.  Not as man sees does God see, because he sees the appearance but the Lord looks into the heart.”

Give me heart!  
I want your heart! 

All things are possible if only I have hold of your heart!

Monday, January 18, 2016

HESCHEL+MLK+NIEBUHR

After listening to this interview with Arnold Eisen by Krista Tippett, The Spiritual Audacity of Abraham Joshua Heschel, I think my simple prayer today will be for a timely manifestation of another such collaboration of prophets in our time.  

Come.
Help Us.

Now.

New Wine.  Fresh Wineskins.

Saturday, January 16, 2016

Jugs of Cana-Like Joy*


2nd Sunday in Ordinary Time

Some biblical passages
Have serious conjuring power
This is one of them

All I have to hear is
THERE WAS A WEDDING IN CANA

And a virtual music video
Begins to take shape in my imagination
rich food, colorful flowers...colorful guests
and wine
but not just any wine..top notch
…WATER TURNED INTO WINE!
And dancing
I may even be dancing with Jesus
Bottom line
There is…
Jug upon jug of joy

It is part of my homily-habit
to write out...long hand...the Gospel passage
And when I did
I was immediately struck at
What a sparse scene John actually narrates!

I think because weddings are so universal
Our imaginations jumps in
To supply lots and lots of details
...filling in-between the lines!!!

And we end up with
a distortion
that very well
might miss
The intended GOOD NEWS

2 and half years ago
in Spokane, Washington
1,971 miles from here
my son/Robbie was married
to his beloved Stephanie

Stephanie’s family
Was welcoming and gracious
We enjoyed a lively rehearsal dinner
With lots of food and drink and toasts
Then the Wedding...lovely and prayerful
Then the reception which was held
Outside on a stunning bluff
As I was mingling…after cocktails and dinner
I learned that some of the guests
Didn’t get any dinner
The food ran out

The MARTHA in me
Ran to the caterers to no avail
There just wasn’t anymore food
I suggested ordering pizza
Which was laughable considering where we were

But all I could think about were
The starving guests
from 1,971 miles away!!!

Just then I bumped into a few of Stephanie’s aunts
Who had been very involved in the planning
And, for some unknown reason I broached the subject
And the three of them looked at each other
I think they were giggling
And Aunt Ciel, full of joy and wisdom said
“You know, we prayed for the multiplication of the loaves
and it just didn’t happen!”
And off they went
...dancing

My imagination
Filling in between the lines
Created a bunch of starving guests
When in reality
All around me
There was nothing but Good News
Nobody was going hungry
There was still plenty of wine and cake and dancing!
There were jugs and jugs of joy

So today as I hear again 
the gospel story of the Wedding at Cana
I have to tame my imagination
Lest I miss what is really offered
John is preparing us… his readers…
to read his Gospel and see...and understand
He is careful to let us know that this is 
the FIRST of Jesus’ signs
(John doesn’t have miracles…he has signs)
I can hear him…

“I know...
you love miracles
You are fascinated with
The water to wine business
BUT…Don’t get stuck on the miracle thing...
Please!  Go Deeper!”

And really, if you look at the text
John gives zero energy to the transformation thing.

What DOES John highlight about this story?
What DOES he want us to pay attention to?

A lot could be said about “the third day”
And the wedding…especially as it relates to the Isaiah passage
A lot could be said about the characters…
Mary, the disciples, the servants, the wine snob, the groom

But today
I’m onto those jugs!
So much detail
Lots of words
about the jugs
What they were used for
How many there were
What they were made of
How exactly large they were…their capacity
How they had been depleted
Needing to be filled

John spends a lot of ink!
A clue to pay attention

Thinking about those jugs reminded me of
One of my favorite movies… Babettes Feast

The setting is a frozen,
Austere, Norwegian seaside community in the late 1800’s
And it is home to a pious and puritanical religious community
Led by two elderly spinster sisters

Babette ends up on their doorstep
starved, and frozen in grief at having lost everything and everyone she loves
to the chaos and bloodshed in Paris

They know nothing about Babette (who happens to be Paris’ most celebrated chef)
She is welcomed to stay with them 
and begins to cook for the sisters, 
and through them to the community and its ministry to the poor…

and slowly a thawing begins
an inside out thawing
Babette’s unimaginable grief 
begins to thaw at the hands of the pious sisters
And the austerity and stiffness of the sisters and the community
Also begins to thaw from love poured out in the form of delightful food
...A thawing From the inside-out

And, back again, this story makes me think of those jugs
Those Jugs
Were for ritual washing
They were central to the religious economy of the day
an economy centered on purity
It was am
outside-in economy
Being clean...on the outside
Being careful what you touch
Avoiding defilement
Protecting ones purity

Those jugs
Were emptied of THAT outside-in economy
They were emptied of a false understanding
Of the relationship between God and human beings

And they were filled with wine
Not the wine of drunkenness
but the wine of life and joy
Wine to warm and transform and heal
From the inside-out
These jugs are being re-fashioned

This is a timeless and a timely message
Aren’t we
Almost continually 
being seduced into this
Outside-in
Way of thinking???

-If I could just work harder at my prayer life
-Or modify this behavior
-Or that bad tendency
-If only I could manage a few more self-improvements
Then I will be more lovable to God and my neighbor
That's my strategy
Outside-in…

Jesus offers us a different logic
It is Eucharistic logic
It is inside-out logic

I want to delight you from the inside-out
Jesus invites
Take me into yourself
Into your very bodies
Meet me there
Just as you are
Let me re-fashion you
let me heal you
from the inside-out
Because that is what love poured out does
It heals
Slowly…little by little
From the inside-out

And the text says that in this way
Jesus revealed his glory…his doxa

“You have kept the good wine for NOW
the text says
The glory is NOW

My friends, with Jesus, it is always NOW
Abundant and Rich and Near and NOW

This is the Jesus John wants us to imagine
the Jesus John wants us to encounter 
With all of our senses
From the

INSIDE-OUT