Thursday, June 16, 2016

Do Not Babble On...




This is how you are to pray...

Thursday of Week 11 in Ordinary Time
Matthew 6:7-15

Our Father who art in heaven

Let’s start with affirming
our relatedness to God.
He’s Father but not just any father…
the heavenly one…
the one we can call to as ‘Abba’
…used three times in the NT 
always joined by the Greek translation: abba, pater

Hallowed be thy name

THY is the important word.
We hallow God first.
And made in God’s image
we are hallowed
by the clarity of that image in us.
We are doomed if we think
we can make hallow with
power, riches, beauty or might.

Thy kingdom come

Again…not mine.
Not my ever-changing vision
of what makes a good kingdom.
Jesus asks us to pray this invitation
that God’s way of being human,
perfected in Jesus, is our constant aim.

Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven

Thine again;)
Earth = the human heart
Heaven = within the heart of God

Give us this day our daily bread

What can this mean in a fast food, bulk-buying, pre-packaged world?
Just enough for me?
So that there will be enough for others?
Tough, tough, petition…
I may have to skip it next time I pray.

And forgive us our trespasses
as we forgive those who trespass against us

No relationship can survive without forgiveness.  
We are always trespassing…stepping on peoples’ toes.
And we probably keep careful count of all those who have stepped on ours.
Love might bring us together
but grace sustains.
Reconciliation as a way of life
Is well worth cultivating

Deliver us from evil

Not me but us.  This translation is tricky.
It isn’t about avoidance
But more a sense of drawing close to God
Drawing close is how to go about
being delivered.
Self reliance doesn’t appear to be
a virtue in Scripture;)






Wednesday, June 15, 2016

Make Me a Poet

Wednesday of Week 11 in Ordinary Time
Matthew 6:1-6, 16-18
And your Father who sees…

Maybe today’s verses can help me with yesterday.
Nothing gets past God,
While I keep struggling with the “how exactly” question.
God can love my enemies for me.

God sees.  My almsgiving, my fasting, my prayer.
God sees.   
He knows the weight of the love behind all my words and actions.

This whole being secretive thing…it calls to mind,
John the Baptist…
“I must decrease”
My life is most authentic
when it points/leads/reflects Christ.

…I need to find my most poetic mindset to reflect on that;)



But How?

Tuesday of Week 11 in Ordinary Time
Matthew 5:43-48
Love your enemies

…it has never sounded so radical.

Today I want more.  How?

Saturday, June 11, 2016

Do you see this woman?

11th Sunday in Ordinary Time
Luke 7:36-50


We know this story. We know it too well.
The sinful woman...
THAT woman and her extravagance.
But she is the foil.
She's there to make us "see" Simon
and the Simon in us.
The story is about Simon...the one with a name.

Can anyone really identify with THAT woman?
She makes us nervous with her intimate and unsettling behavior.
Now Simon, he is all too familiar.

Jesus notes how that woman:
Gave
Bathed
Wept
Kissed
Kissed more

Jesus then notes Simon's:
Inattention
His self righteousness
His calculated reservation

Her contrition and gratitude are so free.
She is so free.
She doesn't seem to notice...or care
that Simon is looking down his nose at her.
She is utterly fixated on Jesus.

"Do you see this woman?"

Picture Simon.
His arms are crossed
His head is knowingly shaking from side to side
He's enjoying the conversation he's having with himself.

"No. What woman?"

Simon sees a type...a kind...those kind.

BUT JESUS LOVES SIMON!!!
He loves him.
He wants him to see.
He is inviting Simon into that movement from sin to grace.
a movement THAT woman appears to understand.

The Simon in us is invited.
"Do you see this woman, this -----?"
I want to say "Yes".
Yes...I see.
And, Yes...I love.




Friday, June 10, 2016

Not Earth, Wind or Fire

Friday of week 10 in Ordinary Time
1 Kings 19:9,11-16

Elijah is in hiding from Jezebel…after the whole God contest and the slaughtering of the 450 prophets of Baal…she wants him dead.  The scene before today’s text has God feeding the starved and suicidal Elijah and sending him on a long trek to the “Mountain of God’ aka Horeb aka Sinai.

So Elijah knows that God is not done with him yet.  The mighty wind, the terrifying earthquake, the consuming fire, are NOT the Lord. 

Finally, Elijah hears "a sound of sheer silence" …the NRSV translation of 19:12.  There is nothing quite so unsettling as that non-sound.  There is nothing to distract from the truth.  It must be faced.  He wraps his face in his cloak and walks to the mouth of the cave.

I wonder if my life, my world, my psyche can get quiet and still enough to hear the sound of “sheer silence.”  I am practicing.  My Yoga instructor says to me often, “Cindy, you are trying too hard.”  That is an appropriate comment for me several times a day in differing circumstances.  Elijah was trying too hard to see and hear God in the places and events he thought most appropriate. 


The sound of sheer silence.  It was there all along.  It still is.