Monday, March 19, 2018

Particle or Wave

The Feast of St. Joseph
Luke 2:41-51a


Today’s reading from the Gospel of Luke plucks us out of Lent, and asks us to consider parenting.  And in particular, the parenting entrusted to Joseph…which presumes that Jesus needed parenting…which focuses on the human side of the Incarnation.

The slippery side of the Incarnation is not Jesus’ Divinity.  After all, on any given day, we might find ourselves believing in the power of crystals, dream-catchers, shooting stars…and a host of other much crazier things.  No, it is the fully human part that is slippery.  Real faith means that we can hold both to be wholly true…at the same time.

A theologian-particle physicist equated it to the nature of light…is light a particle or a wave?  Well, says John Polkinghorne (the Quark guy) ‘if you ask it a wave-like question you will get a wave-like answer, and if you ask it a particle-like question you will get a particle-like answer, and the ground rules are that you can’t ask it both questions at the same time’!  I love that!  Super helpful!


Because I am good at keeping God at a distance (keeps the meddling at bay;) I need to be asking the human-like questions.  So a good one for today:  What does parenting have to do with being a disciple?  And Cindy, get concrete!

Sunday, March 11, 2018

More Than a Bumper Sticker*



Fourth Sunday of Lent
Year B
John 3:14-21
(homily preached at St Stephen's Episcopal Church, New Harmony, Indiana)


Today’s Gospel Reading
Made me think of bumper stickers

I am not a big fan of bumper stickers
For one I have a very particular husband
   who likes the cars neat and tidy and un-decaled

I don’t like them because…most of the time…
they think they say a lot in a few words but
really they end up saying nothing

Or they think that’s all there is to say about something
         That is complicated and deserves way more
reflection and conversation

Like the one that says
‘BEING NICE TO PEOPLE IS A GOOD IDEA’
That is on my daughter’s car
I know…it’s harmless
So sure…I guess…being nice is a good idea
But it is so minimal…surely there is more to talk about

Or even the popular COEXIST
It isn’t that the sentiment is wrong
It just seems so minimal…I want so much more
Can’t we do better than plain old being nice to people?
And can't we do better than beige coexistence?
I want more

In today’s Gospel we have THE bumper sticker verse…
the most famous verse in all of scripture
The only one almost universally known by its citation alone
John 3:16
For God so loved the world
that he gave his only son
so that everyone who believes in him
may not perish but may have eternal life

No doubt this is a great line
And very good news
But on a bumper sticker…
I want a lot more

My gut tells me that this ‘believing’ business is not as easy as we might wish
…as a one-liner…it seems orphaned…
plucked out of its context
and plucking verses out of a gospel narrative
Makes me uncomfortable

So bear with me
I want to zoom a ways out and then work back in a bit

In the beginning of the Gospel of John
We hear about the light coming into the world
And how darkness will not overcome it
The darkness versus the light theme is set up from the beginning
The play between Darkness and Light
Fills John’s narrative

And on either side of today's gospel passage is a story
About believing
Nicodemus is in front…Today’s passage is the tail end of that story
And the story of the Samaritan Woman at the well comes next
And these two stories illuminate each other

Aside: Remember Nicodemus?  He’s the upright Jewish leader who visits Jesus at night…not quite ready to make his interest public.  They have a discussion about being born again…being born from above and Nick goes all literal and wonders ‘How can I go back into my mother’s womb?’ 
Remember the Samaritan woman at the well?  She comes at high noon because the other women have shunned her.  Jesus comes and she gets sassy with him…he asks for a drink of water and she says ‘You don’t even have a bucket---good luck!’ Then Jesus starts talking about living water and never getting thirsty again.  She goes all literal too and wants some of THAT water…anything to not have to come to the well at the hottest time of day!  But then he reveals her to herself, and himself to her...and she believes.  And then she goes to tell everyone she can find.

Nick is male
She is female
Nick has a name
She is THAT woman
He is a religious leader
She is a religious outsider
Nick comes by night
She meets Jesus at the brightest part of the day
Nick misunderstands and remains clueless
…the jury is still out on Nick
She also misunderstands but believes and goes to witness with passion and energy
He stays safe
She trusts and risks

In our text today
Between these two stories
I hear the invitation
To leave the darkness…which is sometimes where we feel at home
Where familiarity brings us comfort
Where we know our own hiding places

In John’s Gospel the reader…the hearer
Is included in the drama
And the drama unfolds as a crisis of decision-making
It is asking each hearer
Will you believe?
Will you step into the light…whatever and wherever that next bit of light might lead?

I was just in Denver for a week
Helping with my grandson Theo

And one thing I really wanted to do was to go to church at
The House For all Sinners and Saints
It is a Lutheran Church
Nadia Bolz-Weber, the founder, has become quite a rock-star preacher
and I really wanted to hear her and to experience this unique community

Now this is inner city Denver
The congregation is wildly, wildly eclectic
From khakis to dreadlocks and everything in between
Beautifully colorful
Not quite Evansville
Not quite New Harmony;)

The liturgy
Was BOTH deeply traditional and sacramental
AND beautifully imaginative and creative

But it wasn’t until my flight home
As I was reading Nadia’s latest book
Accidental Saints
Finding God in all the Wrong People
That this play…this way that John’s Gospel
Puts before us Darkness and Light
Got real and concrete

It came in Chapter 14
The Dogs of Good Friday

The community had gathered for the traditional Good Friday Liturgy
The Passion Story…sung
The singing of  “Were you There”
The Cross…venerated
(…part of that veneration was placing purple tulips on the cross that laid atop the Altar)

It had become the community’s custom
After the solemn liturgy ended
To pack up that cross
And the purple tulips
And take them to a place in the neighborhood
A place of darkness…a place of crucifixion
That year, there had been a profoundly gut-wrenching incident
Of a young mother who shot her three children before shooting herself

So they went there

They walked the clunky cross down the dark alley where
a chain link fence held back a pack of barking dogs
They laid the cross on the concrete
The people sat down
And the chanting and prayer began
Soft, quiet, mournful
But as soon as they began the barking stopped
After some time
They packed up
Leaving the tulips in a pile on the spot in the darkness

And as they walked back to their cars
The barking picked up again

And now I will quote:
“A week later I got a call from Laurel,
who works for a faith-based community-organizing group.
“One of our gun-violence prevention clergy called me this morning,”  Laurel said. “One of the families in the neighborhood told him that a group of random Christians came to the area of the murder/suicide singing, praying, and bearing a cross.  He wanted to make sure that we knew the neighborhood noticed.  Pastor Tyler wanted you to know how grateful he is for what House for All did and how you all helped to bring a sense of healing.

It was so dark.  We had no idea anyone was watching.”

This story seems to be compelling me to find my way
From my nicodemus-ness
…my fondness for safety
…And comfort
…And an easy Christianity

It seems to be inviting me
From that
and toward
HER
Toward the Samaritan woman’s lightness and courage and passion

In John’s Gospel
The hearer is given stark choices
Believing versus Unbelieving
Living in the light versus Hunkering down in the darkness

The thing is…at least for me
These decision moments are not one and done
I have to keep navigating
Between my Nicodemus and That Woman

The Dogs of Good Friday story
Is a story about bringing whatever light or faith
any of us might have on a given day…in a given moment
Whatever light is within our grasp
It is about bringing our bit to places where healing is needed

But we don’t bring it alone
It is when together
we gather all our little bits
then…then…healing happens
to everyone…the giver, the receiver, even the passers-by

And the source of those bits of light
Is the love of God
That came into the world
Was made flesh in Jesus
Who suffered, died, was buried
Who rose on the third day
Ascended and who is now present among us
Through the power of the Holy Spirit
Present
In the most ordinary of ways
In our gathering and our singing
In our confession
In our eating and our drinking

The source is the love of God
Present and always inviting us to
Come
Come into the light
Come live in the light
Come share the light






Thursday, March 8, 2018

Remembering Joann

Remembering Joann Resch
April 14, 1939 – February 26, 2018



Most of the events of everyday life…important ones even
Tend to fade over time
And what becomes apparent in retrospect
Is one’s gradual move or growth or change

But there are some happenings that don’t fade
Rather than fade…these recollections grow in importance with each remembrance…with each telling

I have been a life long Catholic
Up to my 30’s I was perfectly content with my pew-sitter status
And then one Sunday afternoon
With Rob and our three children under the age of 5
We came here and took our seats in the back pew
Where it had become customary for one of the three to nap through Mass

There…minding my own business…
This woman I didn’t know from Adam…not Adam…from EVE
(she also taught me about inclusive language;)
Tapped me on the shoulder
And asked me to follow her
I did.  It was church. And she seemed somehow in-the-know.

She led me up to the sacristy
Gave me a little bowl with fragrant oil
And told me…TOLD ME…she didn’t ask me
Told me what to say to each parishioner who came up the aisle to be blessed with oil
I protested…slightly
And then she gave her reasoning
My translation:
Now don’t try to wiggle out of this
I SAW that twinkle in your eye
You are perfect for this

And I was.  I was because I needed to see those faces.
Mirrors of my own
Full of gratitude
Gratitude for the opportunity to be touched and blessed
I needed to learn the truth
that we all need to be about the work of blessing

Joann knew
She knew that the best way to chip away at all the world’s ‘cursing’
Is to teach us to bless
To teach us that blessing is our calling
That blessing is our Christian vocation

I honestly don’t know who I would be
without having been lassoed by Joann Resch that Sunday afternoon in 1992

Less cursing
More blessing
She was most definitely on to something


Oh Yeah…almost forgot…
Joann has a message for us:

You have reached 423-8859
All the two and four footeds
Are OUT and ABOUT

Leave your name and number
And a good time to call you back

And we’ll get back in touch with you
Just as soon as we can

Have a blessed day
Bye Bye