Friday, June 24, 2022

Communion over Estrangement

Invitation to Practical Theology
Claire E Wolfteich, editor
Chapter 8
Practicing Beauty
by Roberto S. Goizueta
p.164

"Guadalupe...makes possible a retrieval of an aspect of the Christian kerygma namely, the Christian belief in the intrinsic connection between the victory over death (Resurrection) and the victory of communion over estrangement (Pentecost)"


Sunday, June 12, 2022

Motion and Commotion Trinity Sunday


HAPPY TRINITY SUNDAY!

(Our job today is to make that exciting!)



Romans 5:1-5

John 16:12-15

 

The readings for today are the ones that the lectionary

Chose to fit this feast Day of the Holy Trinity

 

And there is a lot of motion in them 


From Paul

There is peace…God’s peace

Moving through Jesus Christ

There is sharing the Glory of God

Glory of God meaning the presence of God

And God’s Love on the move

Being poured into our hearts

THROUGH the Holy Spirit

 

From Paul…Lots of motion

 

From the Gospel of John

Spirit of truth coming

Guiding

Not speaking on his own but as the link to God

The Spirit will glorify me

Which means…The Holy Spirit will make visible the presence of God 

THROUGH me 

to you… (those bewildered disciples)

AND TO all of us

 

lots of motion in these readings

 

And this isn’t surprising

Because our base metaphor for God is LOVE

Which is something that this community holds to strongly

I noticed this morning that your statement of “Who We Are”says

We believe in the unifying message that ‘God is Love’…heads, hearts, hands for Christ in service and celebration”

 

The Christian tradition keeps reaching for ways to talk about God

The Gospel of John is a good example  the Gospel of John

John is vivid and deliberate in stacking image upon image


And so between chapter 6 and chapter 15

he uses 7 ‘I AM’ statements familiar to everyone here:

I am the bread of life

I am the light of the world

I am the gate, protector of the sheep

I am the resurrection and the life

I am the good shepherd

I am the way, the truth, and the life

I am the vine 

 

But there's never enough

After all…we are talking about GOD

…the throbbing heart at the center of the Universe! 

 

Today’s text from Ch 16

Comes from Jesus’ farewell discourse

For 5 chapters Jesus is saying goodbye

As he offers comfort and instruction and finally the promise of the Holy Spirit

He returns to LOVE “The Father had Loved me as I have loved you”

He returns to the base metaphor introduced in Chapter 4

“God is Love, and all who live in love live in God and God lives in them.”

 

The best…the least incomplete thing we can say about God

(…if not the most concrete)

Is that God is Love

And love is in motion


 

Why do we have this doctrine of the Holy Trinity?

Not because of 5th century deep thinkers had a lot of time on their hands

That's not how tradition works

No…The Trinity comes directly out of the Church’s experience 

of the presence  of God in Christ..

palpable…in the gut…experience

 

And the doctrine of the Holy Trinity is the Church’s way

Of describing the BREADTH

The WIDENESS of God’s visibleness!

It’s the Church’s way of describing an ongoing relationship with the LIVING GOD.

 

We don’t come here 

to worship a guy who walked around the ancient near east 2k years ago

 

No, that’s not who we are. 

We believe that the Risen Christ is present…


In the world

In our neighbor

In this assembly

In our own hearts and lives

 

And this presence…full of movement

In and of and through 

is LOVE

 


So today we highlight the Trinity

That image of 

God in motion

God that is an energetic ball of giving and receiving love

 

The Church highlights this

As. it. Asks. Us.

To be faithful

To be faithful in our living

It asks us to live in imitation of the God of Jesus Christ

To live in love and relationship and communion

 

It is sooooooooo abstract

Isn’t it?

 

 

The real question is 

What does this look like!

A while ago, 6 months…maybe a year

I took a screen shot of a blessing that I saw posted on some website.

I end up with a bunch of these “screenshots” 

cluttering up my desktop 

eventually I’ll come back 

and either name them and put them in a folder or trash them

 

Anyway, I opened it a couple days ago…I read it…and I thought

This is what it looks like

This is an example of what the Holy Trinity looks like 

at work

in the world 

through a person

 

As I googled around to find out who the author was (so I could use it and credit him)

I ended up at the blogsite of Rev. Dean Baker, 

an episcopal priest…from somewhere west of here

 

And the story behind the blessing made it even more perfect for today

 

Dean Baker is 60…

He tells of dropping of his young son at West Point 

He calls him his “Captain America” son

And the next day his older daughter

Who he describes as 

“my amazing hippie, dread-locked, tattooed, I’m more of a Buddhist” daughter

His daughter, who he delights in, asked him and his wife to go with her to BURNING MAN

[I had to look it up…Burning man seems to be a weeklong Woodstock + Art Fair of thousands of people in the desert where you have to pack everything you need to survive…google it;)]

 

Apparently, it’s not an art fair where you buy and sell your wares…

the whole experience is about sharing. 

So, Rev Baker wondered what he might be able to share in this sharing economy

He thought “I’m not an artist or a musician…what do I have to share?”

And it turned out to be this blessing which he printed on little business cards along with his temporary BM-Hut-Address (apparently there are addresses)


The cards…and some holy water;)

 

 

Here is the blessing:

 

May your eyes be so blessed you see God in everyone

Your ears, so you hear the cry of the poor

Your hands, so everything you give

And everything you receive,

Is a sacrament

And your feet, so you run to those who need you.

May your heart be so opened

So set on fire

That your love

YOUR love,

Changes everything.

 

 

There has been a lot of motion or should I say commotion in my head of late

·      I was in Denver visiting a daughter and a son…and the homelessness

The blocks of tents and garbage…

·      And The never-ending nature of parenting

·      Then there is The reversal that makes me a parent to my father

·      And how about…47 school shootings so far in 2022

Lots of commotion

 

And then 

this blessing

This blessing that INVITES me see it all differently

Instead of my litany of commotion

This blessing is asking me to see opportunities to participate in Love

Opportunities to participate in healing 

To participate either by offering my own brokenness up for healing

Or by inviting another into God’s healing.

 

Giver, Receiver

Healer, or in need of healing

Love-in-motion really is the answer

 

For Rev Baker it was made concrete on a business card printed with this blessing, an address where he he could be found, and bottle of holy water.

 

But the opportunities to participate

To invite another into the love of God in motion in us and among us

are daily and endless

 

This idea of participation

got me thinking

How does it work?

Are we in Christ

or is Christ in us?

 

It is both…it has to be both

It is the rhythm of Christian life

When we gather

We are gathered by the Holy Spirit into Christ

Here…Together…We are his body…we are in Christ

Giving praise and thanksgiving to God

 

 

When we leave

We take Christ in us out to the world 

NOT the whole Christ…Thank God

But that which is given to us to share

 

It is like breathing and breathing out

 

And this is how we are invited to participate 

in that energetic ball of giving and receiving love

That we name the Holy Trinity…God who is love.

 

How are we doing?

That's the next question...

How are we doing?

 

What gets in our way…what are our stumbling blocks?

Is it pride, having all the answers…needing little from anyone?  

Is it envy, that causes us to live by comparison and results in a life of ‘over-against”?

Is it wrath, which keeps our arms folded in anger and resentment?


I pick in these three of the seven deadly sins because 

They’re the ones that sneak up on me with a certain regularity

My guess is that yours are just as familiar to you;)

 

Whatever our weaknesses

This gathering place is a place to breathe in

To breathe in The Holy Spirit

Here is a place to offer up what needs healing in us 

Both individually and as a community

Here is a place to remember our place in the body of Christ

 

And from here 

To heal and bless in Christ’s name

Remaining open to being healed and blessed along the way

 

The rhythm of Christian life

Testifies to the fact that we are always a work in progress

This side of eternal life

We need each other

We need God

Father, Son and Holy Spirit!

 

 

 

Wednesday, June 1, 2022

Song of the Master and Boatswain

 ...because I am always trying to remember this one from T. S. Eliot:

Song of the Master and Boatswain

At Dirty Dick’s and Sloppy Joe’s 
We drank our liquor straight, 
Some went upstairs with Margery, 
And some, alas, with Kate; 
And two by two like cat and mouse 
The homeless played at keeping house. 
 
There Wealthy Meg, the Sailor’s Friend, 
And Marion, cow-eyed, 
Opened their arms to me but I 
Refused to step inside; 
I was not looking for a cage 
In which to mope my old age. 
 
The nightingales are sobbing in 
The orchards of our mothers, 
And hearts that we broke long ago 
Have long been breaking others; 
Tears are round, the sea is deep: 
Roll them overboard and sleep.

    


Monday, May 23, 2022

Paul + Lydia + The Holy Spirit*

Paul+Lydia+The Holy Spirit
6-Easter-C



 

In the Parish where Rob and I raised our family

The Easter Season was taken very seriously 

On every Sunday of the Easter Season 

Fr Steve, our pastor, would begin his homily…with 

“Happy Easter Church!”

 

Now this wouldn’t go over very well if there were half dead lilies all over

And we know how notoriously short-lived they are in dark churches;)

So the trick was trying to keep Easter Flowers fresh through the 7 Sundays of Easter. 

And that job was my very first “inside the church” ministry

 

Of course, every Sunday is a celebration of the resurrection

Every Sunday is Easter

But in the Easter season we sharpen our focus 

 

It’s kinda like birthdays

We celebrate the birth of people we love on a particular day

But we are grateful all year long…

We are glad they were born every day…or at least most days;)

but ONE day we set aside ONE day so that we can sing and eat cake and ice cream!

 

The best way that the Church helps us focus comes from the lectionary 

The Gospel selections tell of Jesus making his presence known

He pops in and out of rooms…never mind the locked doors

He sneaks up beside us on the Road

He cooks breakfast on the beach

And for the last three Sundays we are revisiting Jesus’ final words to his disciples… 

…today focusing on the gift of the Advocate…the Holy Spirit…the presence of Christ promised to be with us to teach and remind and give peace

 

And the first readings in Easter all come from the Acts of the Apostles

And many of these first readings tell of the miraculous growth of the early church… 

Myriads and myriads of joyful converts…and miracles too!

But today is different

Today we have the concise but important story of Lydia

 

 

Biblical Scholars usually refer to the gospel of Luke and the Acts of the Apostles as one book: Luke-Acts

Written by the same author 

They mirror each other

Just as in the Gospel, Jesus moves from Galilee to Jerusalem

So, in Acts, Paul moves from Jerusalem to Rome 

The story of Lydia

Placed as it is at the hinge of the story of Acts

Is the pivot point

This is a significant episode

 

Midway through Luke’s gospel

Jesus sets his face toward Jerusalem

And midway through Acts 

Paul gets deliberate about Rome 

 

But Paul is not Jesus.

 

Before today’s happy meeting between Paul and Lydia…

 

Paul had been having his share of trouble

He had some relationship trouble with Barnabas

And then some directional trouble with “where to go next”

In fact

He tried every other compass direction

He tried

And he was blocked

The text says “the holy spirit put up roadblocks”

So here’s the picture in my head:

You know when you are trying to get somewhere new

And you are relying on your google-maps?

Then you make a wrong turn and that little circular crank starts to turn and turn???

Paul goes through that re-routing thing until…finally… 

There are no other options…which is when he has his dream;)

 

Why is Paul reluctant to go west to Philippi?

Well…because it is hard, and dangerous, and…well totally ROMAN!

 

The city of Philippi is a mini-Rome

The people who live there are the children, 

ancestors, or slaves of the original conquering soldiers. 

The natives are long-gone.

The success and vitality of this town is directly related to Rome

 

I bet every one of us would have saved Philippi for last;)

 

 

Jesus set his face toward Jerusalem

It wasn’t going to be easy

 

The Holy Spirit

Finally gets through to Paul

IMAGE: One hand on either cheek…

The Holy Spirit, with one hand firm on each of his cheeks

sets Paul’s face to Philippi and toward Rome

…where the story will end with Paul’s martyrdom

 

He is going.

But even then, Paul can’t escape his unchecked-cultural-assumptions

He sets sail believing that he is journeying to meet the “Macedonian Man” of his dream

 

Instead, just outside the city, he comes upon a group of women

He meets Lydia, a Woman from Thyatira!

Quite simply…NOT a Macedonian man;)

(I love that he gets things so wrong

It makes me feel better about my sometimes-wayward discipleship)

 

The Lord opened Lydia’s heart

And Paul spoke into it

And like those disciples on the road to Emmaus

Lydia “prevailed upon” Paul and Silas and they enjoyed her generous hospitality

 

This is only part 1 of the story…in part 2 Paul and Silas get into trouble in the city

They end up beaten and thrown into prison.

And after a swift conversion of the jailer and his family 

…the section ends with Paul and Silas back at Lydia’s
Back to her comfortable, lively, re-juvenating house-church

 

Lydia signifies something important

In the dramatic story of Acts

With its powerful sermons

And myriads and myriads of conversions

Lydia begins tending to the inside of the growing church

 

 

I am comfortable supposing

That the newbie Christian Church

Didn’t need a Macedonian Man

The Church needed a Lydia

The Church always needs Lydias

 

 

There is a lot going on in the lives of the people of St Stephens

 

1-Young people finishing College and transitioning to an uncertain world of work and Career. Where will I live, what will my work be like, will I have friends?

2-and young people moving on to college from High School

To being away from home…away from the familiar…

For the first time

3-on the flipside there are parents wondering what it will be like after he/she leaves

Will we like having a quiet house?

4- And among us there are many dealing with the slow creep of aging and the debility that often accompanies it

5- And one rests in a hospice bed while her beloved keeps vigil beside 

 

And I’m sure there are more…

 

These…shall we say…transitions

These Philippi experiences…

Where there is plenty of anxiety and fear

lots of questions

And hard to come by answers

Well…wouldn’t having a Lydia nearby make a difference?

 

 

I began with an emphasis on Easter

And an Easter message is always a message of promise and hope and presence

We are an Easter people

And being an Easter people takes us all—Pauls, Silas’, Macedonian men, and Lydias…it takes us all 

 

Some of us here today are coming up against road-blocks

Some of us are in the midst of a little re-routing

And maybe some of us are in a place

To take on the role of Lydia

To step into some inside-the-church ministry of caring

 

Even though I would never say that Church is the only place to rest in the presence of the Holy Spirit

I am comfortable saying that it is a privileged place

Especially here at St Stephen’s

Where both Pauls and Lydias seem to surface when needed

 

 

Each one of us

On this Easter Day

Made our way here

Perhaps some of us made our way in response to God’s love for us

And others did so in search of it

 

And the Easter Word

Gives us Paul and Lydia and the Holy Spirit 

 

 

In the power of the Holy Spirit

Christ is present among us

Helping us to be Christ for each other

 

It starts here…

Or better yet…here is a point on the ongoing pattern of Christian Life

THIS/HERE is both refuge and prompt

 

Paul was nourished and comforted

In the house-church that was Lydia’s home

That pattern continues

It is the Easter Pattern

It is our pattern

 

 

 

 

Monday, April 11, 2022

Suscipe/Receive Monday of Holy Week 2022



Prayer of St Ignatius

RECEIVE


You have given all to me 

To you, Lord, I return it

Everything is yours

Do with it what you will

Give me only your love and your grace

That is enough for me



Monday, April 4, 2022

What Lingers in our Wake?*

5th Sunday of Lent  (Year C, RCL)
John 12:1-8
The Anointing at Bethany 


I’m curious

What do you think the other dinner party guests were talking about as they walked home from that dinner party?

 

This is an extremely sensual…maybe even disturbing, episode 

In the context of John’s unfolding narrative 

this episode offers us an almost impossible depth of richness

 

We have a bit of a problem from the get-go 

Because we have been reading from the Gospel of Luke

We have talked about Lucan themes and the Lucan Jesus

And PLOP

The lectionary switches to the Gospel of John!

 

So we need to take a look at where we are

We need to put on our John glasses

Today’s scene follows directly after the Raising of Lazarus story

It might even be considered a continuation of that story 

…the stories are meant to go together…they need each other

 

The Lazarus story begins by foreshadowing what Mary will do:

“Now a certain man was ill, Lazarus of Bethany, 
the village of Mary and her sister Martha. 
Mary WAS the one who anointed the Lord with perfume 
and wiped his feet with her hair”

 

So the narrator is identifying Mary by what she hasn’t yet done!

That’s a clue that it is really important…it is DEFINING

 

When Jesus went to Lazarus’s tomb and said “take away the stone”

Martha warns: “But Lord, already there is a stench because he has been dead four days!”

 

Looking at the two episodes together

I am struck today by contrasts 

 

Let’s start with Mary and Judas

For Mary, the monetary analysis of her sacrifice never entered her thoughts

For Judas, everything is weighed and calculated…measurability is key

For Mary, extravagance and exuberance erupt naturally in the presence of Jesus

She only has eyes for him…

she is not navigating the concerns of others in the room…

she is utterly free and unencumbered…sitting at the feet of Jesus

 

Judas is attempting to manipulate the scene

He points a deriding finger at her…look at her…what a waste!

Who could ever condone such behavior!

Judas is corrupt…His motivations are corrosive. 

There is nothing likeable about Judas in John’s gospel.

The common purse is for the needs of the poor

He manages the common purse

He is a thief

Mary’s extravagance could have lined his own pocket

 

Mary does NOW what Jesus will ask his disciples to do in the next chapter

He will wash their feet

And instruct them “Do this in memory of me”

Mary becomes a model disciple NOW…intuitively and without instruction!

 

Judas corrupts discipleship…

Mary gets discipleship…

 

 

Then there is Life and Death

Lazarus is dead…and is resuscitated 

He is alive and continues to be present in the story

For John this is what propels the political and religious forces to coalesce against him

 

Mary’s anointing is in anticipation of Jesus’ death

She senses deeply the mission of Jesus and she responds in the moment

Without reserve

With abandon

She won’t get another chance

 

And then there is the assault on the senses

Aroma versus Stench

The aroma of Mary’s ointment counters the stench of Lazarus’ tomb…

the stench of death

 

This detail in the story seeped into my imagination

And it demanded my attention!

 

I googled “why are smells so evocative?”

The olfactory bulb sends its information directly to the amygdala – the memory bank for emotional experience.  There is no extra processing en-route, as there is for our other senses, so smell memories link to emotional memories in a raw state.

 

I sent out this prompt to 10-15 friends

Describe a smell that floods your mind with an arresting memory—person place or event:

 

There was a bit of overlap…but here are a few of the responses:

My mother’s perfume---Estee Lauder

My father’s pipe tobacco…it signaled: I’M HOME!

The Peonies that lined the driveway of my family home

The aroma of my mother frying chicken

The smell of coffee being ground…I remember my mother taking me the grocery when I was four or five and her getting a bag of freshly ground coffee

Perfume of a girl I made out with in High School…don’t use my name;)

The smell of lily of the Valley…the crisp fresh jasmine-like scent of a small bouquet I picked on the way to school to give to my favorite teacher Sr. Michelle…I was in the 1st grade

 

But one shared memory really helped me understand this gospel story in a fresh way.

 

My friend, Mary…of course it was a Mary…

Responded:

Lilac bushes lined one side and the back edge of our backyard where I grew up. Each Spring, when the lilacs bloomed, my Mother would send us kids out to make cuttings so that she could make bouquets for every room in the house. The bouquets were replenished for as long as the bushes provided. The fragrance filled the house!  Lilacs = Spring = Mom. When I was first married and we bought our first house, I brought transplants from my parents' yard to plant in my first home. I just couldn’t imagine spring without Lilacs to cut…without that fragrance in my home! 

 

I began to wonder about Jesus’ Mary 

About her rich and fragrant ointment

Mary is rubbing this on Jesus’ feet

She used enough for it to fill the house

And she takes her hair and wipes at the excess

Her hair is saturated 

 

Perhaps Jesus’ Mary… 

     Like my friend Mary and her essential Lilacs

Perhaps Jesus’ Mary

Wants to take the aroma of Jesus

The scent of Love with her

 

She saturates her hair

She wants a remnant of his presence

Something to carry with her

 

And perhaps Jesus takes her---

Her scent of devotion and love 

With him to his Passion

 

It is a scent of love

And Love always goes both ways

Giving and receiving 

LOVE always in relationship

 

 

This is rich imagery

But it’s true isn’t it?

Love does have a scent

 

Fear and corruption do too…

There are giveaways in our language:

We say that something “smells fishy”

Or from Shakespeare “There is something rotten in Denmark”

Or when some person or event “leaves a bad taste in our mouth”

 

 

On this fifth Sunday of Lent

As we prepare for Palm Sunday and Holy Week

I feel drawn to investigate the smell of my life

What is my life’s ratio of aroma to stench?

What lingers in the wake of my encounters with people and places and events?

 

If I can see corrosiveness trailing in my wake

Am I keen enough…honest enough… to investigate?

Does my Judas-like outrage against …just against

Overpower

My Mary-Like freely-spent…devotion and love?

 

What lingers after I pass by?

 

 

When I was working in the hospital…during my chaplain days

I was often with dying patients

And its true…death definitely has a stench

And it doesn’t magically go away

 

But the nurses taught me about an ointment that you could put 

Under your nose…above your upper lip

It doesn’t make the smell go away 

It just deals with it

 

We Christians don’t deny death

Holy week will take us through the cross to Easter

Not around it

Or under it or over it

Through it

 

 

 

Of the 10-15 people I polled

And I used the word smell deliberately

so that it could refer to the

pleasant as well as the unpleasant

All the responses were sweet memories 

even if tinged with loss and longing

 

John’s gospel is keen on abundance…a major theme starting with all that WINE (chapter 2)

Abundance

Be assured

there is plenty of fragrant love on offer

 

 

 

It seems to me that our discipleship challenge is to gather it up

The loving and being loved

Gather it up

Grace upon grace

…enough to saturate our hair…

 

What do we give off as we encounter people, places, and events?

Is it a love that lingers?

A love that leaves a scent?

Is it a love with a measure of momentum?

 

So that 

beyond us…it will take on ever new life?

 

LET IT BE SO!