Monday, April 17, 2023

Dear Thomas

Second Sunday of Easter - Year A
John 20:19-31



Today’s is a very familiar Gospel

In fact we read this gospel passage every year on the 2nd Sunday of Easter

We are reading from the solemn ending of John’s Gospel

Endings are important 

 

“When it was evening on that day”

That is how it began

 

It is still Easter Day…and what has happened?

 

Earlier on that day…

When it was still dark

Mary Magdalene goes to the tomb and finds that the stone has been rolled away

And she encounters the Risen Christ

he sends her to announce what she experienced to the others

She runs back, finds Simon Peter 

and the one called “the beloved disciple”

They find the burial cloths

And They believed Mary Magdalene’s testimony

But they still don’t know what to make of it…

and they return to join the bewildered gang of disciples.

 

And now begins today’s passage

On the evening of that day…the first day of the week”

 

The disciples then are locked behind closed doors

What happened to Jesus might very well happen to them

Their fear is understandable

Jesus makes his presence felt in a real and deep way

A way that was impossible for them to deny
It is not just the absence Mary and Peter found at the empty tomb 

And what does he do?

In one grand gesture 

He proclaims PEACE

He SENDS them

And HE breathes on them… the animating power of the Hoy Spirit

 

-----Now let’s step back

It is Easter…the season of resurrection

But our Gospel can’t quite let go of Friday’s trauma

 

All four gospels mention Jesus’ wounds or scars in the stories of his 

post-resurrection appearances.

 

The wounds…Jesus’ wounds are important

 

Very early

Even before all the Gospels were written there was a heresy floating around

Docetism

The Docetists just couldn’t imagine…couldn’t allow…God to be humiliated

So they claimed that Jesus didn’t really suffer and die, tortured on a cross.

It only APPEARED to have happened.

 

But the wounds of Christ

Are much more than a matter of proof

The wounds keep the story real…keep us real

 

Friday really happened

Which shouldn’t be hard for us to believe

Such things are still happening in our world today

Just recall the number of Mass Shooting we have awoken to in the last 6 months

 

Good Friday happened

It is still happening

 

We are at the close of John’s Gospel

John’s Gospel…full of magnificent signs and wonders

And some incredibly memorable characters

The wedding

Healings

Calming storms

The raising of Lazarus

 

And at the end…as a parting gift

This Gospel gives us Thomas

 

The academic study of the Bible’s ancient texts 

Is on-going…Translating the 1st century texts of the scriptures is a bumpy ride 

And scholars are always getting better at it

But every time scholars improve the translation of a few lines

Bibles don’t just go into immediate reprint

There is a problem with our current translation that is widely accepted in the scholarly community…

And for me…it makes big difference in how we hear and understand this final scene in John’s Gospel.

 

We read:

If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven them;

If you retain the sins of any, they are retained.

 

the second use of ‘sins’ is not in the Greek

and the word translated retain is, according to many scholars,

better translated as “held fast or embraced.”

 

So:

If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven

And anyone you embrace…anyone you HOLD FAST…is HELD FAST 

 

What is so compelling to scholars about this updated translation is that it fits John’s sense of things…Sin in John’s Gospel is equated with unbelief.

 

If you forgive someone who struggles to believe 

They are forgiven

My guess is everyone here has struggled to believe

So that’s good news

AND THOMAS struggled to believe

 

AND now we can see the gift that is THOMAS

 

He isn’t satisfied

He announces his pre-requisites for belief!

I want to See the wounds!

Touch the holes!

Put my hand in the gash!

 

And what do his fellow disciples do?

They hold him fast

They don’t let him go

 

He didn’t end up needing those prerequisites

He never did touch or probe Jesus’ wounds

Despite what Caravaggio painted in the 17th century!

 

Thomas experiences the overwhelming presence of Jesus 

in the small gathering of what we might stretch to call a first “church”

 

And John says to us today

It isn’t necessary to have been in that first group who experienced the risen Christ

In fact, it isn’t even a privilege

 

What is always available

Is Jesus’ presence in the church as she gathers

Two or more “gathered in His name” that is key

 

“When it was evening on that day…”

 

Today, NOW…is that Day

Every Sunday when we gather is that day

 

And what John the Evangelist sets before us 

is his vision of what kind of church…what kind of community we can be.

 

We are sometimes Faithful-sometimes struggling disciples 

We aren’t immune to doubting

 

There is MUCH that can shake our faith

 

And John the Evangelist

In today’s Gospel is, 

I think 

answering a question we all have from time to time:

“Why do we gather?”

 

-NOT to make God happy (but I hope God is;)

-NOT to learn how to be a good person (though that is certainly helpful)

-NOT to absorb the essential tenets of the Church’s teaching (but a good thing)

 

We gather

Like those early disciples

Like Thomas

To encounter…or better…to be encountered by…the Presence of the Risen Christ in our midst

The very same Christ

who continually wants to breathe life and peace and Shalom into our nostrils!

Into our bodies

Into the body that is the church

 

Why? So that we are well equipped to met the world

Overflowing with Christ’s (not ours) life and light and shalom

Thanks be to God

"Owing Nothing But Love" sticks

Retreat Morning Prayer Homily
February 7, 2023
Romans 13:11-14


It was the late 90’s

The course was called:

PAUL: MYSTIC, MISSIONARY, AND THEOLOGIAN

 

It was a great class…got me all hyped up on PAUL

 

So, naturally, I took all that HYPE to my Pastor, Fr Steve

And I asked him “Why doesn’t anybody ever preach Paul?” 

(that was my passive-aggressive way of asking him why HE never preached Paul)

 

And he said…

“Well…for starters, A 7 minute homily just won’t do for Paul

No…no…Paul needs at least a Seminar!”

 

This morning though

Because I exegeted this Assembly so, so carefully

And I know that all of you have already had that seminar

Some of you 5x over

SO…here…a homilette will do;)

 

CONTEXT

Just before this morning’s few verses

Paul upends our notion of OBLIGATION

Just pay taxes to whom taxes are OWED

…respect who is DUE respect

…honor who DESERVES honor.

 

And then there is an “About-Face” 

A complete change…like Paul is speaking a foreign language

The language is Christian

“Owe no one anything, except love”

He is no longer talking about taxes, and bills, and respect, and honor

Owe nothing except love…

 

It’s a debt that can never be settled!

 

And so Paul is inviting the Christian community to be on the offense when it comes to

…in seeking the good of the neighbor.

 

 

 

NOW-BODY-CLOTHES

This mystical Pauline move 

from Obligation to Love

It’s so hard

I think we humans are just hard-wired to speak the language of  

obligation and deserving and balancing the scales

 

But Paul has some help for us

He’s the guy who uses the language of 

Groaning…and birth pangs)

 

He’s keenly aware that we are living in the meantime

…And this makes PAUL passionate about helping the Christian Community 

The BODY OF CHRIST of Rome…and US

for the long haul

 

The Body of Christ …Paul’s stickiest image of the Church  
so key, isn’t it?

So key to imagining a church alive…with a heartbeat

…living in the power of the Holy Spirit

And it’s from this body language

That we arrive at today’s clothing imagery

It is a favorite of Paul’s

He uses it in Gal, Col, Eph, 1 and 2 Cor)

 

Bodies need clothes!

 

 

Today Paul says…

NO…he exhorts
Exhorting is what my mother did every Sunday morning from the bottom the steps:

Wake Up!

Get Dressed!

 

Paul is a MASTER of stickiness

 

CONCLUSION

Wake up and get dressed…things we do every day

Wake up out of whatever darkness has befallen you 

Wake up out of whatever pettiness and disunity is currently plaguing your community

 

Wake up and get dressed!

 

Wake up Cindy or Ed or Mike or Ken

Get dressed in that baptismal gown 

You know the one…gathering dust in the back of the closet

Put it on!

“Put on the Lord Jesus Christ as you did on your Baptismal day”

 

 

That’s Paul’s perfect advice for living in the meantime

Do it today and every day 

Do it and you will find yourself living into a newness of life where

Owing nothing but LOVE 

STICKS! 

 

 

We've Got This!

4th Sunday of Lent - Year A
The Man Born Blind
John 9:1-41

We've Got This!


 

Introduction

Today we read the dramatic story of the Man Born Blind 

Brought to us from the Gospel of John.


I’ve probably said this before

But one of the characteristics of the Gospel of John is his pattern of

Sign then Dialogue then Discourse (the sheep/shepherd stuff)

 

Today we have the Sign…

the healing, and the first few bits of Dialogue…

but Jesus doesn’t stop talking where the reading today ends…

He goes on until hallway through Chapter 10.

 

In the discourse section is where you find all the Good Shepherd stuff
How they know each other

The shepherd seeks and finds the sheep

The sheep know the shepherd’s voice
It is an intimate picture of true belonging

 

This healing story of the Man Born Blind points to a new kind of belonging.

 

Listen to the story
notice the different scenes and who is talking
Try to find yourself in the story… 
Who are you sympathetic towards?

Who do you resonate with?

Who embodies something of yourself that you like?

Or something you don’t like?

 

Let’s listen…together

 

Scripture Reading

 

Homily

 

What are the questions…

Or better yet what is THE question

that is preoccupying us here at St Stephens?

 

I am going to guess and you raise your hand if such a question is on your mind:

In light of Dr. Beth’s retirement, and Dr. Joanna’s new ministry,

What is going to happen to this beloved community?

What will we look like a year from now?

Who will care for our spiritual needs?

 

Do any of those resonate?

 

If those are the questions and concerns

The next question is:

What does the story of the Man Born Blind in John’s Gospel have to say

To us?

 

I think there is a lot here.

There is an Easter message in this story smack in the middle of our Lent

 

Were you able to find yourself in the narrative?

I found a little of me in everyone! 

 

The Disciples? Yes…Sometimes I get stuck in old patterns of thinking. 
It seems like such a stupid question “Who sinned…the man or his parents?”
But it was that way EVERYONE had always thought about physical ailments…
To think in a fresh way is hard…it takes time.

 

The neighbors? Yes…Day after day they saw the man blind begging. Was it just too good to be believed? I can resonate…Its funny, but I seem to doubt goodness more than I doubt awfulness! Why is that?

 

The Pharisees? Yes…Here is the big thing about the pharisees…We are surely like them…Again there is a little bit of “This is just too much to be true” going on…
But more importantly They are stuck in what they KNOW
They are soooo certain about what they KNOW
And NOT knowing frightens them.
I confess…I’m guilty on all accounts of being like the pharisees
But not ALLLL the time

What about those Parents? I know…the story doesn’t convey them as parents in the running for any kind of parenting award…

But with generous ears

I try to imagine being thrown out of the ONLY 

community gathering institution available to me

I would not want that…

I would resist mightily if my whole identity was somehow undermined. 

So…I have a sympathetic heart for those parents.

 

There are mirrors of me all over this story

--- 

But today

In the life of this community

At this particular time

Individually and as a community

We are the Man Born Blind

 

Like the parents, the man too is thrown out

Now we aren’t being THROWN out of anywhere

So Why do I say that?

We may not be thrown out…But there is a feeling of having our community...this community…up-ended

Thrown into re-definition

Thrown into Re-orienting

Thrown into Re-imagining

 

And here is the easter part
…the story doesn’t end where the text left off

 

Remember at the beginning of the service I explained how in John’s gospel there are signs followed by dialogue followed by discourse (which speaks to the meaning of the sign) 

 

Like the man born blind

We have heard the shepherds voice

We have experienced God FINDING us

 

There is a huge promise

It may sound too good to be true

But that is Easter for you!

 

The Man Born Blind asks the pharisees

“Do you want to become his disciples?”

 

We are His disciples

We…this incredibly gifted hodge-podge of people who gather in this church on Sunday mornings.

 

We have inherited the promise given to the man born blind

The promise of a place to belong
a community united by Gods love

And sent to be His presence in our beautiful and broken world.

 

We can give up old patterns of fear

We can give up listening to the voices in our heads that too easily believe in peril over promise

We can give up our certainty…what we ABSOLUTELY know to be the way it is

         In order to leave some room for a creative future

 

We’ve Got This